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From The Diary of a Panic Sufferer


In the times where the world seems to rotate in uncertain and unexpected turns, I am here trying to just get myself together. Being a resolute person, panic attacks seem to be quite ironic in my life. Unexpected and untimed episodes, living with constant fear, and having to manage it all alone make it even worse.

The first time I experienced a panic attack was two years ago. I started crying, my hands trembling, heart palpitations and constant fear of something bad is going to happen. I straight-up called my best friend asking her if something is wrong with me. She made me calm down but the fear and palpitation were making my condition even worse. I called my family and close friends asking if they were alright but little did I knew it was me who was not. My mom asked me to make tea to distract my mind from it. It worked and I was fine. But I still refused to believe that I was having a panic attack. Later a month I had another episode and it was worse than the first one. My roommate made me go on a walk with her and I broke down in the middle of the street. That was what made me acknowledge that this is not normal and I need help. Exercises and indulging myself in hobbies made me get through it.

After a year, news of my family tested positive for Covid-19 triggered the attack again but this time I knew how to deal with and get through it.

Asking for help is the bravest thing one can do. I had a hard time identifying what was wrong with me the whole time. So I am penning down everything one needs to know if someone is experiencing a panic attack.

 

What is a Panic Attack?

Panic attacks are episodes of sudden fear, fear of losing control that triggers some physical reactions even when there is no apparent danger or cause. A panic attack is frightening. It makes you feel like you are having a heart attack or even in a worse situation dying. Although a panic attack not dangerous but it can significantly affect your lifestyle.

Recurrent, unexpected panic attacks and spending the rest of the time in fear of having another episode make it that you might have a panic disorder.

 

Symptoms

Everyone might experience a different set of symptoms and different intensities of symptoms. It is unexpected and sudden. It might be in the middle of your work, the middle of an exam, etc.

The intensity of symptoms rises with time.

  • Fear of loss of control or death.
  • Heart palpitation
  • Sweating
  • Trembling or shaking
  • Shortness of breath or choking
  • Headache, dizziness, and lightheadedness
  • Numbness
  • A feeling of unreality or detachment

 

What triggers?

Major stress like death or serious illness of loved one

·         Childhood history of physical or sexual abuse

·         Genetics

·         Major changes in one’s life

 

Getting through these tough times

  1. Pay attention to the symptoms
  2. Acknowledge that you’re having an attack- accepting the fact that you are not all right and you are having a panic attack episode
  3. Take care of your eating habits- Eat regular times to avoid blood sugar level drop.
  4. Limit caffeine intake to reduce anxiety
  5. Distract yourself with happy memories- distracting yourself either by watching the picture of your loved ones or watching a happy movie can get you past it
  6. Believing in yourself that everything will be all right
  7. See a therapist if it interferes in your life

 

Home remedies for quick relief

 

  1. Ice on wrist and neck- Put some ice cubes in a plastic bag and put it on your wrist and neck- studies show that ice can reduce cortisol levels, release endorphins, and brings down the heart rate. Your wrist has major arteries, so cooling them down can ultimately cool down your entire body.
  2. 5-finger breathing technique- breathe in as you trace up and out as you trace down your finger. This will help in getting down your heart palpitation
  3. Sit with panic- ride the wave as it comes towards you and watch it leave. Do not run from it

 To realize that you need help is where half the battle is won. Keep moving forward with the journey, because it is your willpower and determination that will get you through it. Do not run from. Stop, take few deep breaths and then walk again.

 

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